Happy Thanksgiving to loved ones and readers near and far. Here’s a story from some time ago. May it be a blessing to you:
“Oy es taansgeeveen dei, verdad?” asks a man in the Cholula market. It takes me several tries before I recognize what he is asking me: “It’s Thanksgiving Day, right?”
I am 19, an American studying abroad at the University of the Americas in Puebla, Mexico, living in the small town of Cholula. I have come to buy groceries for the impromptu Thanksgiving meal my roommate and I will prepare for about eight students, fellow Americans far away from home for this distinctly American holiday.
I am surprised and taken aback by this man’s awareness and acknowledgement of a holiday that is not his own. In this moment, surrounded by his words of welcome I don’t feel like a foreigner. I feel known and deeply seen. It isn’t until years later that I pause to reflect on the depth of meaning in his greeting, and wonder what I might do to offer a similar welcome to the foreigners living in my midst. For this memory, I give thanks.
Fast forward thirty years. For nearly twenty years now, our family tradition has been to join with other members of our faith community and serve a traditional Thanksgiving dinner at a shelter in Minneapolis. This shared meal truly marks the highlight of my holiday season.
This year is different, however. In a story with a twist, this November Thursday finds me in Rome. Alone. On Thanksgiving.
I have come to visit two of my children who are studying a semester abroad, and due to a transatlantic email miscommunication, my son has left Rome for a weekend in Barcelona with friends a day and a half before my daughter is scheduled to arrive from France, leaving me alone in Italy for the holiday.
I am trying to take it all in stride, but the truth is, introvert that I am, I don’t do so well when I’m truly alone. Let alone in a foreign country. On my favorite holiday.
I bravely say goodbye to my son on Wednesday, and take the tram back to the AirBnB apartment he has found for me. My touchstones are all gone, and I’m struggling to stay positive and not get sucked into the useless and most unpleasant self-pity vortex. That thing pulls in one direction only, and it sucks hard.
Thanksgiving dawns and I decide to make the best of it by attempting to create a modified Thanksgiving dinner for my daughter. Her flight doesn’t arrive until 10:30 pm, but, no matter, we can celebrate on Friday. I take myself to a local park, and watch the families with children and older couples. The weather is balmy and delightful, much nicer than the Minnesota weather I left behind. For this, I give thanks.
With my heart in my mouth, I go grocery shopping. I emerge from the grocery store an hour later, no cultural or linguistic mishaps to my credit, with what promises to be the makings of a small Thanksgiving feast.
At “home” again, I whip up the pumpkin bread mix that I have brought from the States for my pumpkin-loving daughter. I open the oven door to get it started, and, much to my surprise, find a washing machine where the oven should have been. Well, ok then. No matter. I guess I’ll try and fix it on the stovetop. After scouring the apartment kitchen, I manage to jimmy rig a double boiler.
My second attempt at pumpkin bread also fails, as I can’t light the gas stove. There isn’t a match or lighter to be found in the entire apartment. I know— I’ve looked. Twice. I am getting a little frustrated, but am bound and determined to create Thanksgiving, no matter what. So the next step involves procuring matches. I slave over my Italian dictionary and verb book for half an hour until I come up with two sentences that I hope will work: “I need matches. I’m trying to cook.” I’m adding the second sentence to clarify my intentions, lest I unwittingly, in my unschooled Italian, manage to say something like: “I need you to light my fire” by mistake. It is another language, after all, and, well, you never know.
Mercifully, the landlord comes home just as I am leaving to procure matches, and since he has good English, there is no misunderstanding about what I need. He provides me with matches, and I am finally in business. For this, I give thanks.
I cook the pumpkin bread/pudding for several hours. It is not yet done, but it is time for me to head to the airport to pick up my daughter, so I turn it off to finish it later.
My daughter and I are both nervous about this airport rendezvous, not having phones that will communicate with each other, or with anyone else, for that matter. My daughter is coming from France, multiple bus, train, and airplane flights away. I have given her the address of my Rome apartment as a back-up plan, but this is small comfort, since my Roman taxi driver had great difficulty finding it even with his GPS.
I am grateful that my son, before his departure to Barcelona, took time to orient me to Termini, the local bus station, as well as which bus company would take me to the correct of two airports. For this, too, I give thanks.
I walk several blocks to the train station and take the train to Termini, find my way to the correct bus, which will, hopefully take me to the correct airport. I have given myself several extra hours in case anything goes wrong and I need to backtrack. Mercifully, everything does not go wrong. Everything, in fact, goes right. After a long and boring wait in the airport waiting room, I see Erin’s anxious face appear alongside those of other arriving passengers. I catch her eye and we let out a collective sigh of relief. As soon as I reach her, we have a tear-filled reunion; it’s hard to say which of us is crying more. We link arms and head out to find a taxi. No matter if it gets lost—we’ve found each other, and that’s all that matters. All’s well that ends well—and for this, I give thanks.
Oh–and the pumpkin bread wasn’t half bad.
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